well, i sometimes wonder are friends for real?
are friends really forever?
maybe acting ignorant would be the best, isn't it?
why do everything have to be blown up, and can't be friends no more?
sometimes when i think back, i'm acting like one of them- insincere.
i feel so disgusted.

i've taste it once, i don't want anymore of that.
hope everything will be alright, though it will not be the same anymore.
school's getting more tiring.
i'm sick.