i should have sense something is missing.
but i did not.
i forgotten to bring my whole pencil case,calculator,construction set.
thank goodness calculator is not needed.
feeling so lethargic during the paper and i couldn't concentrate.
falling into hibernation every minute.
i wrote the wrong format for letter writing
and i fell into the trap of writing a discussion.
i'm feeling so irritated of myself.
and i knew the chances of passing english would be very low.
and i'm so mentally prepared for that.

maybe i shouldn't so complacent .
telling myself ' i'll wake up in the midnight and study'
and i failed everytime.the past weekened i wasn't studying any thing at all.
god knows what i was doing.

1st paper: i went home feeling frustrated with the careless mistakes i made.
2nd paper:i went home feeling estatic because the paper was easy.
3rd paper: i went home feeling rather relieved.
4th paper: this was when i thanks gorbachev for coming out.
5th , 6th , 7th paper: i feel so down-hearted.i go around borrowing construction set desperately.
wad's more? i don't know